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IN THE HIGH BRAINS OF THE NOT-SO-AWESOME JUNBIN

Suit No. 1 of 2011/J    )

                                                                        In the Matter of the EMONEMO ACT (CAP 1)

Between

  1. BRAINS

(NRIC No. S0012345B)

  1. $1,800 AIR TICKET

(RC No. 2011000001X)

  1. 9 DAYS OF LEAVE

(RC No. 2011000002X)

  1. $6,500 SAVINGS

(RC No. 2011000003X)

  1. FORFEITING $500 FOR MISSING SHANGHAI PTE LTD

(RC No. 2011000004X)

  1. LOOKING BAD IN FRONT OF LS TEAM PTE LTD

(RC No. 2011000005X)

  1. LOOK LIKE A SLACKER IN FRONT OF BOSS AND FIRM LLP

(RC No. 2011000006X)

  1. ALL THE OPS & THINGS THAT I THOUGHT I CAN BUY WITH MY PAY PTE LTD

(NRIC No. S0023456B)

                                                                                                                                …….. Plaintiffs

  1. HEART

(PP No. G022372953L)

  1. 15 DAYS OF POTENTIALLY AWESOME TRIP WITH L PTE LTD

(RC No. 20110000011L)

…….. Defendants

                                                            JUDGMENT

NOW IT IS HEREBY ORDERED that …..

The answer

and the answer is “I’m excited about making the trip to that city with you.”

Pride

I can’t choose to say nothing.
I can’t choose what happens.
I can’t choose how you reply.
I can’t choose whether you will reply.
I can’t choose that you ignore me.
I can’t choose that you ask about my day.
I can’t choose that you volunteer information about your day.
I can’t choose to see you in person and speak to you.
I can’t choose not to go.
I can’t choose to go.

So why the fuck does everyone ask me what I want when I can’t get what I want?

If I can’t forgive myself, how do I expect you to forgive me.

If you cant forgive me, how do I forgive myself?

Chicken and egg, egg and chicken.

It may be manageable without the physical presence.

But without the emotional presence as well, it all crumbles at my feet.

This is for you

Everytime shit happens to me. I will watch this show.

I want you to see this. but I dont want you to see it now too.

To you, who will probably never ever see this:

“曾经有一份真诚的爱情摆在我的面前。

但是我没有珍惜。

等到了失去的时候才后悔莫及。

尘世间最痛苦的事莫过于此。

如果上天可以给我一个机会

再来一次的话

我会跟那个女孩子说我爱她。

如果非要把这份爱加上一个期限。

我希望是。。。

一万年。”

My mind is fucked.

Kill the old junbin off already.

I’ve been living in the illusion that I’m still who I used to be. But I’m not.

My mind has been officially royally fucked.

I don’t deserve anybody’s love anymore.

And I’m really sorry it’s you. Trust me, you are the last person I ever thought I will do this to.

If there’s anything I can do to salvage this, I will. I dont want to be this Junbin.

 

“I’m a flawed, hurting, and sentimental being. Also boring. Yet my heart had the audacity to ask you to love me anyway.”

Debate of the Year

Pre-judgment.

No. She didn’t share her life with you so that you can pre-judge her.

 

Somewhere only we know

I would have posted the song up here if I only knew how. Doh

值得吗

为一个不爱你的女人做这些事

值得吗

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