Everytime shit happens to me. I will watch this show. I want you to see this. but I dont want you to see it now too. To you, who will probably never ever see this: “曾经有一份真诚的爱情摆在我的面前。 但是我没有珍惜。 等到了失去的时候才后悔莫及。 尘世间最痛苦的事莫过于此。 如果上天可以给我一个机会 再来一次的话 我会跟那个女孩子说我爱她。 如果非要把这份爱加上一个期限。 我希望是。。。 一万年。”
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This is for you
Posted in Angst., Because I've so many things to apologize for, I Lose, The past sucks ass on September 18, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
My mind is fucked.
Posted in & lots of Angst, Angst., Because I've so many things to apologize for, Doodles & Scribbles, I Lose, The past sucks ass on September 18, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Kill the old junbin off already. I’ve been living in the illusion that I’m still who I used to be. But I’m not. My mind has been officially royally fucked. I don’t deserve anybody’s love anymore. And I’m really sorry it’s you. Trust me, you are the last person I ever thought I will do [...]
Pre-judgment.
Posted in Angst., Because I've so many things to apologize for, Doodles & Scribbles, I Lose, People do have good things to contribute to your life, Retarded-ness, Talking to Junbin on June 7, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
No. She didn’t share her life with you so that you can pre-judge her.
Somewhere only we know
Posted in Because I've so many things to apologize for, Doodles & Scribbles, I Lose, People do have good things to contribute to your life on June 5, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
I would have posted the song up here if I only knew how. Doh
Rationale of it all
Posted in Because I've so many things to apologize for, Doodles & Scribbles, Friends, I Lose, People do have good things to contribute to your life, The past sucks ass, Warm & Fuzzy on May 30, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Today. I realized I hate myself quite a bit. For the many things that I’ve screwed up. I’ve not been rationale throughout this incident. At all. Right from the fateful day of 13 December. It stems from the realization that I’ve not fought hard enough for what was important for me. Well, I didn’t think [...]
Relationship Limbo
Posted in & lots of Angst, Angst., Because I've so many things to apologize for, Doodles & Scribbles, Friends, I Lose, My Point Exactly on May 26, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Relationship Limbo: The Breakup That Hasn’t Happened Yet « Thought Catalog. I wonder if things would have been different if I had read this earlier.
While it lasts….
Posted in Because I've so many things to apologize for, Doodles & Scribbles, I Lose, The past sucks ass on April 10, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late or maybe forever
Posted in Because I've so many things to apologize for, Doodles & Scribbles, I Lose, The past sucks ass, Warm & Fuzzy on April 10, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
” And if I can leave one message before you go to bed I would say to you……” – Answering Machine
Look Mum, I’m still flushed by the alcohol
Posted in Because I've so many things to apologize for, Doodles & Scribbles, I don't edit my wordy posts., I Lose, Retarded-ness on October 24, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
One thing good about having insomnia despite a 3-hour long clubbing session is it brings out all these subconscious thoughts: thoughts which haunt you as you slip in and out of sleep till you finally give up. I’ve in fact prepared a perfectly calm message in preparations of the “I’m Ok” message (which never came) [...]
