Today. I realized I hate myself quite a bit. For the many things that I’ve screwed up. I’ve not been rationale throughout this incident. At all. Right from the fateful day of 13 December. It stems from the realization that I’ve not fought hard enough for what was important for me. Well, I didn’t think [...]
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Rationale of it all
Posted in Because I've so many things to apologize for, Doodles & Scribbles, Friends, I Lose, People do have good things to contribute to your life, The past sucks ass, Warm & Fuzzy on May 30, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Relationship Limbo
Posted in & lots of Angst, Angst., Because I've so many things to apologize for, Doodles & Scribbles, Friends, I Lose, My Point Exactly on May 26, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
Relationship Limbo: The Breakup That Hasn’t Happened Yet « Thought Catalog. I wonder if things would have been different if I had read this earlier.
Are you such a f**king idiot? “Errr. I am, yes i am”
Posted in Doodles & Scribbles, Friends, I don't edit my wordy posts., I Lose, My Point Exactly on April 3, 2011 | Leave a Comment »
This post is definitely long overdue. You see, I’ve been having thoughts now and then these days. Like a broken tape recorder, they just come on as and when they fancy. It’s not very fun actually. In fact, it feels like i’ve a mini poltergeist hiding in my mind. You know, throwing these random ideas [...]
Howdy Friends
Posted in & lots of Angst, Angst., Doodles & Scribbles, Friends, I Lose, The past sucks ass on July 18, 2010 | Leave a Comment »
It’s kind of sad that I always get left out most of the time. Sometimes, it seems that after all these years, my games are the only reliable “friends” that remember me. And they aren’t even proper interactive friends. The tragedy. I must have screwed up somewhere, somehow.
Hugs. Are Magical.
Posted in Doodles & Scribbles, Friends, My Point Exactly, Warm & Fuzzy on November 15, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I need a hug. Well, I suppose everyone kind of does. You will get yours soon. So don’t be grumpy.
Fffff-found!
Posted in Friends, Retarded-ness, Youth in my heart on October 17, 2009 | 1 Comment »
所谓,知难而退
Posted in Doodles & Scribbles, Friends, Law popsicles, My Point Exactly on October 15, 2009 | 2 Comments »
This is a post of caveats, boundaries, limits (& derivatives) & demarcations. 3, 4 years down the road, future us will think back, share the thoughts we had back then (which is now) and laugh (nervously/ bitterly) at the miscommunications we all had and all the opportunities we’ve missed. When that happens, I’m quite sure [...]
All them School boys and girls
Posted in Doodles & Scribbles, Friends, Law popsicles, Retarded-ness, Youth in my heart on October 11, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I love how all these photographs can make us grin from ear-to-eat or laugh like how we used to back in those schooling days. Those days were.
Vicarious Lifestyle
Posted in Doodles & Scribbles, Friends, Law popsicles, Youth in my heart on October 4, 2009 | 2 Comments »
So there I was, doing my aviation law take-home, gazing out at the pool and watching kids fiddling with the fountain. And I just had this sudden…moment. With each passing day, with each passing event, a little bit of innocence or that treasured youth is sucked out from you. You watch school children toying with [...]
We are all made up of Stars
Posted in Doodles & Scribbles, Family Discussion, Friends, Law popsicles, Youth in my heart on October 4, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
It’s the standing ovation after it all. Or the affirmation I got from my mum after she has watched it. Or the nonsense we all do in the dressing room, the dance prac room or even on stage. I’ve only one regret. That all of us will not get the chance to work together for [...]